So i took a cat scan yesterday. All i know is that its a large mass on my lung and it could be anything from non cancerous to full blown out ..whatever they” call it

Im not going there yet , except in real dark moments i work myself up to..As you can imagine the unknown is the worst..  I have been getting a lot of support calls from people.. The ones by far sthat are most helpful are the ones tahy say ,,it sucks no doubt ,its probabaly nothing , but whatever it is , times are different now, you are healthy , open minded to adding  alternatives to your traditional recovery modalities such as chemo surgery amd radiaton

Its my mind , my attitude, my willing  to see just success out of this ,and a complete disappearance.of this tumor is what i pray for.